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So i've been gone.
the mix of moving home and that stress and then moving back and THAT stress kept be away for a bit but here I am, not sure for how long though.

  • Mood: Caring
  • Listening to: St Patrick- Pvris
There is something so amazing about living with your best friend. Knowing that as soon as you have a problem, either one of you can be there for each other. To knock on the door next to yours and say "I need help. I need a hug." is so refreshing compared to bottling up everything like I used to.
Moving forward in leaps and bounds with my mental health issues has made this even easier. I can breathe now. The walls don't cave in, and if they even begin to, you're there to help me. Everything flows so naturally. It's like the family I've always wanted.
There's a George Ezra song you showed me once, and it has this one line that sums up the exact way I feel about you now, after all this time.
"I'm your brother, your coat of armour"
Except that you're my brother, my coat of armour.
Sorry guys, been hella busy with university work and stuff... i'll be back at it again soon i promise! :)
With every poster I remove, I feel part of my world shrinking.
With every goodbye plan I make, I feel part of my soul crumple.
With every item of clothing folded, I feel part of my brain revert to my past.
With every re-assurance that I will be back next year, I feel part of my throat choke up.
Because...
With every poster I remove, I remove part of what I am, what I claim to be, and what people know me as.
With every goodbye plan I make, I remove part of the other people who complete me, who may not be returning next year.
With every item of clothing folded, I remove part of my recovery, as I'm soon to return to the scene of the crimes that nearly destroyed me.
With every re-assurance that I will be back next year, I remove part of my deniability that I still want to die.
Nearly finished my first year of my bachelor degree. 3 assignments to go. WHAT. 
It's been a hectic year. Between moving 2 times, making (and losing) new friends, becoming a committee member (and practically second in charge) of a newly formed Media Club, concerts, assignments, volunteer film work, playing hockey, surgery, starting therapy and the countless trips back home, it's been a hell of a year. But within it, the people I've met and some that I even just had to merely reconnect with have provided the most amazing year I've ever had. I've come out of it with two of the best friends I've ever had (Alex and Breeghan, I'm staring very heavily at you) and (once again) some new room mates for next year (continues staring at Alex and Breeghan). 
This is the first time in my whole life that I'm content with how my life is going. About fucking time. 
I'm moving back to Grafton from October 26th till January 15th and I'm going to try to get my old job back for a few months to save up some extra money for next year, because things are starting to come together for that already. 
Hopefully, thanks to my wonderful media club's funding (kind of like a christmas present), my interview career will get a kick up the ass with a possible interview with Rise Against. If not, I'll still be attending their Australian shows when they're announced, providing they don't clash with Soundwave festival. This is a dream come true for me, as it allows me to get ahead in the career I want so badly. 
  • Mood: Sentimental
  • Listening to: Bye Bye Bye- Our Last Night ft Cody Carson
So i've been gone.
the mix of moving home and that stress and then moving back and THAT stress kept be away for a bit but here I am, not sure for how long though.

  • Mood: Caring
  • Listening to: St Patrick- Pvris

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Nicole... duh.
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This one time a teacher in Year 5 told me I had a gift and to use it so now I post crap on the internet...? Anyway, I'm pretty angry a lot and sometime writing helps with that so yeah, come check that out.

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wanderersdaughter Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2014
thanks so much for the fav! it means a lot to me! 5 seconds hug 
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NicoleMeAtParamore Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2014  Student Writer
not a problem :D
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apsilpastille Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the Watch!!! :)
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NicoleMeAtParamore Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2013  Student Writer
not a problem :)
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Ah, fuck, thumbs don't work in comments... Anyway, something you might like: [link]
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