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Now come one come all to this tragic affair
Wipe off that makeup, what's in is despair
So throw on the black dress, mix in with the lot
You might wake up and notice you're someone you're not.
Wipe off that makeup, what's in is despair
So throw on the black dress, mix in with the lot
You might wake up and notice you're someone you're not.
So tomorrow is pretty fucking huge, in the sense it's my biggest accomplishment to date. I've finished school. I, Nicole Elizabeth Beverley, have finished school. Sure, i still have my HSC exams but as for classes and the actual attendance it's all over. The words still seem so foreign to me. I'm scared. As much of a shit time I had at both primary and secondary school I don't want to be in the real world
Potential Youtuber?
Yeah, I'm taking ANOTHER crack at Youtube.
Going back on my antidepressants has boosted my motivation levels and seeing as I am on uni break I feel I need to do SOMETHING with my time. So if you could all go to www.youtube.com/user/piercethenicole and subscribe, and watch a couple of my old vids in prep for new ones, I would be happy as fucking Larry.
You Got A Big Storm Coming
Both literally and metaphorically.
So inclement weather sent by the gods of "fuck this area in particular" may be the divine intervention that stops me seeing In Hearts Wake for the 4th time in the last 12 months.
Not only that, but I have 6 assignments due next week, and do you think I've started them in between hospital and that? Nope. I'm over it.
Fuckballs.
So it's become glaringly obvious I can't make decisions for myself even when I should. Do I move to Brisbane or stay in Lismore? Do I transfer to a drama degree or stay in one I've come to hate on the off chance it helps me into music journalism? Do I leave Alex and everyone else behind just because I feel smothered here?
Thats the part holding me back.
Alex told me no-one else should affect my decision but how can't they? I can't even bear the thought of leaving him and Emily and Ryan and Kathleen behind, or Anita and the rest of Media Club, or everyone in derby...
But mainly Alex. How can I leave my strongest supporter, best friend, the y
Aww Yis, Friendship and Shit.
I think I finally got my pericarditis pain under control! now to fuck with my bad sleeping pattern I established because of it!
Ok so I'm mainly here today to talk about someone very important to me. Most people, when I say this, just go "she's fucking talking about Alex again isn't she?" and you know what? Yes. Yes I am.
Alex is literally the big brother I never had. Both he and I annoy the shit out of each other, hurt each other, fight about stupid shit and constantly get in each others faces but when it comes down to it we would both take a bullet for the other one. He talks me down and stops me from making dumb decisions, I calm him whe
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